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it took me like eighteen months to read the witch-hunt narrative: politics, psychology, and the sexual abuse of children by ross e. cheit for like because it literally made me too mad to read more than a few pages at a time. the “satanic panic” as we think of it was straight up not real…the real satanic panic is the satanic panic about the satanic panic.

cheit’s main and convincing thesis is that basically all the legitimate “satanic ritual abuse” cases (of which, a subthesis, there were not enough to make anything like a mass “panic”) involve originally credible allegations of abuse backed up by strong medical evidence that then spiraled wildly out of control due to a combination of community vigilantism and prosecutorial misconduct/bumbling. like ray buckley was absolutely abusing children at the mcmartin preschool and this was pretty firmly established long before shit about murder tunnels was even mentioned but that has REALLY gotten lost in the pop cultural reception. and this is true across multiple cases. and one of the very clear cases of miscarriage of justice was rank homophobia - the accused was gay, the actual perpetrator was probably the kid’s stepdad (again: abuse is basically always actually happening and the real issue is of degree) and a prosecutor said a gay man in a daycare was like a “chocoholic in a candy store” so like not at all the problem that has been identified and it was literally one guy and no ritual abuse allegations were even involved.

(this is why turn of the screw is so good…my read has always been that it’s about how knowledge of child abuse - that is real and happened - can unhinge you so entirely that you perpetuate harm rather than alleviate it and that is basically what was at play, not entirely unwarranted smear campaigns making up sexual abuse whole cloth.)

one more bit of reflection and some quotes under the cut.

cw csa rape torture murder )
 
mirrorwitches: encmatic @ tumblr (iwtv; claudia reading)
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tumblr might be dying for real this time! or not. to deal with my anxiety about losing the only fandom space/social media that has ever really worked for me, i started to think about how i could use dreamwidth to fill the hole it will leave, should this demise prove true. so i am going to try to gather together my thoughts about two novels i read recently, by collecting together my tumblr posts on them and trying to turn it into dreamwidth posts…

the lesser bohemians is a novel by irish writer eimear mcbride. i had a remarkable experience with this book (and its sequel which might be a different post). they have some incredibly specific and weird concerns i have tried to do in my writing in the last couple of years, so specific and weird i haven’t encountered anything that is preoccupied with them in exact combination. it felt like it was in conversation with my fanfiction, or reading my fanfiction back to me. providing a reading i never got from any reader itself, almost. those concerns are, roughly: 1) the structural demands of disclosure of childhood sexual abuse 2) age gap relationships as a way to turn up the dial on certain themes of dependency and need inherent in all bonds of love 3) unsettling substitutions for various emotional deprivations that mix the familial and the sexual (in this case, a daughterless father falling in love with a fatherless daughter the same age as his lost daughter).

i really think all writers of romantic fanfiction should read these books. they are doing simply incredible things with the question of how to write people falling in love as thrilling as falling in love can actually be (and in the second with creating tension within established relationships). like formally and linguistically dazzling but all in service of people falling in love and fucking like so much fucking half this book is sex and having emotional problems from their bad childhoods. my response to this heir to joycean experimental prose is i want to take it apart and put it back together to figure out how to do exactly this, in my fanfiction. under the cut i am going to try to bring together the more scattered form of the tumblr post to get at in the dauntingly more finished form of the dreamwidth post what i liked so much about it. a fittingly experimental attempt at a review, if you will.

could i grow up in a night? )

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Apr. 15th, 2025 10:35 pm
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hello! my name is h., any pronouns, 30s. you probably know me from [tumblr.com profile] awildwickedslip

if tumblr’s demise ever comes to pass, this will be primarily a fandom journal (house of the dragon and asoiaf primarily), as well as a place for me to talk about fic writing and what i’m reading more generally. as for non-fandom things, i mostly process other fixations through fandom on the internet, but i am a graduate student in medieval and early modern english literature and also am interested in: gothic literature/literary criticism and theory/feminist theory/sff but especially fantasy/medieval history and culture/historical queerness and transness/sex and sexuality and kink/trauma trauma studies trauma narratives etc.

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